Fear VS. Faith combined with a bit of doubt!
AHHH This is MY FIRST EVER blog post! Hi new friends!!! Ok so full disclosure-I write like I talk so just pretend we are sitting at Starbucks together and I’m talking to you across the table. I talk with my hands too BTW so here goes…
Let’s chat about Faith.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about how life is just a series of short stories. Basically, every decision you make becomes part of your story. A bad day doesn’t mean you quit and give up, instead you move on to the next day and start a new chapter.
But what do you do when that bad day, leads to a series of events and you start to question your faith?
When in the moment, will you choose faith over fear or fear over faith? It’s an easy question to answer when you aren’t in the “storm” but a huge question to answer when something near and dear to you is in jeopardy.
Like many girls do, I dreamed of becoming a mommy. I dreamed of a perfect life for and with my child.
After suffering a miscarriage, and a cancer diagnosis, finding out I was pregnant was an incredible miracle.
But what happened next put my faith to the test, more so than the previous trials. I was raised going to church, I knew I had faith, but I never imagined it would waiver. How do you keep having faith when you are caught in a “storm?”
Conversations with Colton (that’s my book ya’ll EEEKKKK) will explore just that! I can’t even believe I wrote a book about how Colton survived, despite what doctors said, and conversations with him have made all the fear, faith, and doubt that got to this moment 100 percent worth it.
Have you ever been in a situation where your faith was tested?